|
Page
2
The
doorbell rang. Jonathan rushed over and opened the door. Dave
and Vic stood with their children. The men wore polyester suits
and photocopies expressions. Dave's son wore a store bought Spider-Man
costume with the cheap mask--already cracked at the chin. Vic's
daughter wore a store bought skeleton costume. Brandon looked at
them, then at his own son in vampire garb. The get up included
a ruffled white shirt, dark vest and pants, slicked back hair with
an exaggerated widow's peak, plastic fangs and the flowing black
cape with red interior lining. Theresa had spent an hour getting
the make-up just right.
"Ready to go?" Vic asked.
Brandon nodded, handing Jonathan a large pillow case to catch his
treats. "Back in awhile," Brandon called to his wife.
Her reply followed him out the door: "I might not be here
when you come home."
The sun had pulled its disappearing act, leaving the town in the
care of the shadows and the rising half-moon. Brandon watched groups
of children moving down the sidewalks, going house to house on their
annual candy quest.
He wished he could sit down with Theresa and work through their
problems. They never seemed to talk anymore; they just kept drifting
further apart. Damn her. So what if she'd been offered that job
in Denver. So what if it was good money. He didn't want to move
again so soon. Or maybe it was deeper than that. Maybe he didn't
want to admit that if they moved to a big city, she'd make more
money than he would. No, he wasn't that closed-minded; he simply
didn't want to move. He had a good job, right? God, he didn't
want to think about it.
Instead he tried to focus on the here and now. He felt out of place
in his jeans and sweat shirt walking next to Dave and Vic. He wondered
what Jonathan thought about his new friends.
"They're boring," Jonathan had said after Brandon had
first made him play with the other kids.
"Just play with them, Jonathan. Teach them to play space war
or cops and robbers."
"They're dumb. They're empty."
But Jonathan finally relented and began to play with them. He even
stopped complaining about them. Now if only Brandon could get Theresa
to get along with his coworkers' wives. Why did it always come
back to Theresa? Why couldn't she just give in?
"Don't go up there," Vic said to the kids, then turned
to Brandon. "That's old man Kaiser's place. He's one of those
bleeding heart liberals. Some of the things that man believes would
shock a God fearing man."
Brandon nodded. He figured he probably had more in common with
Mr. Kaiser than the polyester clones he was trying to get along
with. "No doubt," he said. It bothered him to agree.
It was a lie and it nibbled at his gut. Each lie--each compromise--sacrificed
a bit more of himself. At least that's how it felt.
The kids ran up to the next house. The adults waited at the edge
of the driveway. Dave fished out a pack of cigarettes, shook a
few out and offered them to Vic and Brandon. Vic tugged a cigarette
out and stuck it in his mouth.
"Take one," Dave said, looking at Brandon. The streetlight
shined into Dave's eyes and Brandon thought he could look right
into him. Like the old saying about the eyes being a window to
the soul. Only, there didn't seem to be anything there.
"I don't smoke," Brandon said.
Dave shrugged, tilting his head. The light glared off the inside
of his skull. Brandon's heart stumbled, but now Dave's eyes seemed
normal. Just a trick of the light. He grabbed for the cigarette.
"Thought you said you didn't smoke," Vic said.
"Oh ... you know, just now and then." He let Vic light
the cigarette, then drew in a lung full of smoke. He choked and
coughed.
"Are you all right?" Dave asked.
Brandon nodded and flicked the cigarette into the gutter. He coughed
a few more times. "I'll live."
MORE>> |